arghhhhhhhhhhhh. someone got really mad at me on here and she used to be a frend too >-> im not 100% sure why... but i think it was cause i havent been on a while, like a month O-o. yea, ive been on a couple times during my break or watever to see updates and deviations. but i didnt reply or comment to u guys BECAUSE!

i really dont kno why o-o''... i just didnt for some reason o.o and i think thats why he/she got really mad and said that he/she was glad i was gone. I WASNT! it was a break!! u kno, im not even gonna say that word anymore. psh, it causes too much trouble srsly >->''

i mean, the real reason that i took a break that i didnt tell you was because i didnt want to get involved in anything >->. ur probably thinking im stupid and that i was too late to take a break or just leave for a period of time or something o-o. yea, i had bad timing as always =3='' taking the ----- made everything worse and made me get involved. wtc i know DDD:<.
so. i think that leaving dA or something would be better o-o... dont u think?? becuz if i keep staying on here, ill make new close frends and then ill get in fights (rarely tho >-> and then in ONE day or another, im gonna have to leave dA. i cant stay on dA forever and neither can u really o-o'' unless youre really attached to this place i guess ... so wats the point getting closer with ppl over the world and then leaving and then being sad ?
but i already made close frends CRAP. well, at least A close frend.

Saku.
GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR.

okay god.. the MAIN point is is, that i DONT want to make frends on the internet i DONT want to be close to them, and i DONT want to get fights with them and be INVOLVED. i hate that word too. i havent ever really been involved with fights with a frend or getting cornered up on wat to do. DONT take this the wrong way if youre a close frend though.i dont want to be close or anything because itd be hard if you or me were to leave dA and never have contact again. and a slim chance that you can be stalked (not razu's way tho o-o) >-> but when does that happen.. o-o. because its just that i dont want to be on dA anymore. thats the main reason why i took that retarded -----. because i just wanted to get outta here and not to be part of ANY activity on here. but i already did. whoopee me. so yea.

crap i sound like a drama queen. D;

TO SAKU.
gr. i feel messed up just to leave. saku supported me in everythinggg. about my break. about my feelings (>->. everything i ever told her. she even made me a birthday present that looks super duper awesome and i wasnt there to thank her. and and we were on flying carpets! >__< saku was a very super duper good best frend. i will nevah forget about saku!

so yea. im sorry if ur offended of wat this journal just said. i wasnt trying to do anything like that. just some venting and saying wat i thought about frends on the internet. sorry if u did though.
so , good bye D: